Saturday, December 25, 2010

Acting out!

My night ended late!
and My day started early!.
Mike had to work last night...so I had to help "santa" by myself.
Luckily he was home by the time the kids were up and ready to make disaster happen.







The kids did not complain.
they were super happy about their "santa" Treasures!
{I will post LOTS more pictures about our night and day soon}
But i have to add just ONE thing tonight-----
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Acting out:
what does that MEAN anyways?
Charlee got sick last night...... woke up with her face held together by boogers
therefore, acting out! {all day}
Jax was so OVERLY stimulated but very joyful......therefore acting out!
GIRLS-----teenager adrenaline {which is so different from adult adernaline...more retarted like}---very happy, moody excited.....therefore actingout!
{Abbie cut her hair today...like 5inches...and Autumn is now thinking of Chopping her bangs off}
Me? Why, i thought you would never ask.
all this WORK!!!
all this work that took ME two months tooooooo:
Think
plan
write down
budget
write down again
shop
shop
sew
shop
shop
think, ponder
wrap
wrap
wrap
wrap
Hide
and then wait....................
and then
wait for the perfect time....to.....
set it all out so perfect!
and then come one Morning....
ITS OVER IN 45 MINUTES!!!!!!!
all the work, and POOF----its over!
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So now Im laying here {ok not really, but i was}
and looking at my house that looks like a hurd of elephants ran through it.
I feel like acting out!
Not to mention i forgot "hidden" presents through out the house that I realized HOURS after we were finished opening......am getting old.
I have already ate 3 lbs of chocolate today.
so I can either,
A) Eat more damn chocolate
B) Cut my hair {I know I know...weird but i am an Impulse "doer" and I really wanna....short and Fohawk like}
C) Or do something else I shouldn't. Just cuz I wanna act out like Im 4.
Anyone else relate? Please tell me yes!
Is this normal? Please tell me yes!
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So, besides all that Nonsence talk..........we had a delightful Christmas eve at my parents....{will post soon}
and we had a delightful Morning & day. :)
NOW---if I can just get out of this RUT........
will cutting my hair help?
a little birdy told me once:
"Cutting your hair releases emotions we hold on too and issues....therefore creating a "new start".
Which is SO what I need......
So, Should I?
OR.....hummmmmmmmmmm.....im so lost!
and a TINY bit scared, im not gunna lie!
goodnight!

4 comments:

Just a bed of roses said...

Ahhhhh Motherhood...confusing I know.
You are a WALKER AND WALKERS ALWAYS HAVE TO CUT THEIR HAIR SHORT and kind of standing straight up or out or sideways!

Of course something I learned from my Mother hood years and even now is this "not to make any decisions when your tired".

Seems to work.
I understand.
And now you know why I hear customers say they love Halloween so much more quite often!

Heather at Happy Chippy Junk said...

This reminded me of your little Charlie! http://haven-space.blogspot.com/2010/12/ballerina-lollipop.html

Shelley Hansen said...

Cutting your hair....may be a temporary solution....but it will not change what needs to be changed!! Breath in..breath out..
This too shall pass!
You are a very beautiful person Annie! Any one in your life is blessed to know you!

Jeri said...

CUT IT! CUT IT! CUT IT!
JUST KIDDING!
DON'T!!!!
Do it! Do it!
Wait it's so cute pulled up.
GET THE SCISSORS!
=)


Yep. I feel the same way you do. I worked so hard this time, so I wouldn't be a big failure like last year. It was over so quick!

I am so curious. What are the little drawers for the girls? They turned out really cute.