Acting out!

My night ended late!

and My day started early!.

Mike had to work last night...so I had to help "santa" by myself.

Luckily he was home by the time the kids were up and ready to make disaster happen.

The kids did not complain.

they were super happy about their "santa" Treasures!

{I will post LOTS more pictures about our night and day soon}

But i have to add just ONE thing tonight-----

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Acting out:

what does that MEAN anyways?

Charlee got sick last night...... woke up with her face held together by boogers

therefore, acting out! {all day}

Jax was so OVERLY stimulated but very joyful......therefore acting out!

GIRLS-----teenager adrenaline {which is so different from adult adernaline...more retarted like}---very happy, moody excited.....therefore actingout!

{Abbie cut her hair today...like 5inches...and Autumn is now thinking of Chopping her bangs off}

Me? Why, i thought you would never ask.

all this WORK!!!

all this work that took ME two months tooooooo:

Think

plan

write down

budget

write down again

shop

shop

sew

shop

shop

think, ponder

wrap

wrap

wrap

wrap

Hide

and then wait....................

and then

wait for the perfect time....to.....

set it all out so perfect!

and then come one Morning....

ITS OVER IN 45 MINUTES!!!!!!!

all the work, and POOF----its over!

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So now Im laying here {ok not really, but i was}

and looking at my house that looks like a hurd of elephants ran through it.

I feel like acting out!

Not to mention i forgot "hidden" presents through out the house that I realized HOURS after we were finished opening......am getting old.

I have already ate 3 lbs of chocolate today.

so I can either,

A) Eat more damn chocolate

B) Cut my hair {I know I know...weird but i am an Impulse "doer" and I really wanna....short and Fohawk like}

C) Or do something else I shouldn't. Just cuz I wanna act out like Im 4.

Anyone else relate? Please tell me yes!

Is this normal? Please tell me yes!

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So, besides all that Nonsence talk..........we had a delightful Christmas eve at my parents....{will post soon}

and we had a delightful Morning & day. :)

NOW---if I can just get out of this RUT........

will cutting my hair help?

a little birdy told me once:

"Cutting your hair releases emotions we hold on too and issues....therefore creating a "new start".

Which is SO what I need......

So, Should I?

OR.....hummmmmmmmmmm.....im so lost!

and a TINY bit scared, im not gunna lie!

goodnight!