Today's and Tomorrow's

I have been quite teary today---sad? maybe. Grateful...yes! Confused, humbled, and have come to my knowledge how much I am blessed and How much I need and love my family and friends.

I realized how much I truly love my children and that I would do anything for them. Despite wanting to pull their hair, yell at them, pull MY hair, and mail them to China. I have great kids. Healthy, smart and beautiful. This may be a post of venting/bragging/and or a little bit of my {testimony}, Just bear with me for this post maybe mostly for me--- For Writing down our joys, heartache and sadness is what pulls us through. :)

Some days I get upset with my heavenly father for things I don't understand. Which always quickly makes me more UPSET--because how can I get mad at someone who has givin me everything?

My savior has become my good {friend}---I need him! Just as much as he needs me.

He needs me to be an example, a mother, someone who serves, someone who speaks kindly to and about others, a loving wife and someone who teaches who we are and what we can become to our children.

{That seems like alot, especially all in one day?}

And some days I don't feel like doing any of it.

That's why we have tomorrows. :)

I am thankful for Happy days, joyful days and days when I am inspired to do things for others and inspired to do things for myself.

I am also thankful for sad and frustrating days---those are the days that remind us, what and who we don't want to be, and so we try and be better.

Sometimes I need to think of ME, what Do I need? What do I want today to be like? How can I see hard things in a different way?

I love my heavenly Father---he knows me, he knows what I need each day {whether its a friend he has put in my path, a phone call from my husband, or the sweet hugs and eyelash kisses from Jackson} he loves me and certainly he wants me to be happy and love life.

I am choosing to love life and to carry on with a smile.

And its ok to have hard days.

*That's why he gives us Tomorrows*