Pee pants

Im sitting here.

Charlee on my lap.

Her pee diaper still not changed from night time, which has turned into me having a big circle of PEE on my pants... :)

Im trying to hurry and blog SOMETHING before i wake up the kids to get ready for church.

Ive been in the MOOD to blog for 5 days now....

I have all my PICTURES ready to blog......cute house pictures, decorating pictures..and naughty charlee pictures..... :)

But this ONE simple picture will have to do........

maybe I will have sometime after church..

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This is just a picture of the kids playing outside....chasing charlee. She thinks its funny to go to the curb and wait.............to see if you will chase her.

you have to walk Sllllooooow or she will BOLT to the street screaming and laughing.

Not funny!. I told her.

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I got a calling in our new ward......:)

I am the ward activites helper........which Im excited for, because its INSANE all that this ward does. its exciting!

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Things have been so busy around here.......

I finally said ENOUGH!

I am simplifying.....

big time.

as I look ahead on my bulliton board {how in the world do you spell that?}

I see.......

lagoon tickets {still}

gift certificate to a couple massage {from june}

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THATS SAD!!

Jackson is still struggleing with school....

he can't GET to sleep at night.

infact listen to this:

Me: jackon is that you?

{coming down the stairs at 10:30}

Jackson: Yes, I can't sleep. Sleeping is boring.

I get Boooored!!!!

Nigh Nigh is sooooo Boring!

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Then Morning comes.....he cries, wont get dressed and hates school.

he even tried to make him cough so hard he almost threw-up...LOL!

he wanted me to think he was sick....Oh boy!

Story of my life people!.

Jackson is a home body and wants to play fighter guys with BLOOD AND GUTS ALL DAY!

*sigh*

it does get easier............right?

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we are Loving our home...:)

and I mean just LOVING IT!

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We got some new furniture...waaaahoooo!

I will post pictures today.

A new chocolate brown sectional

and a new table and chairs.....

Our house is still very acho-y...lol I dunno if i still need to buy MORE stuff?

or if thats just the way our house is....:)

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Im excited to go to church today.

Somedays I feel lost. I hope im not the ONLY ONE!

I can't be!

Sometimes things happen that make me so confused as to why.

Its should make my faith stronger...in most cases it does and has. But in some cases i get so MAD and don't understand.

When My children hurt. I hurt.

When I can't protect them. I hurt.

When I have to allow them to get hurt. I hurt

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Im not a saint either. and am constantly working on Issues of my own.

peace.

forgiveness.

brush it off my shoulder.

understanding.

Anger.

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There are somethings that are out of my control. And I can't fix everything.

I do know this!.

but what do I have control over?

when do I say enough is enough?

and what things do I let go?

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Im very stubborn.......this can be a GOOD thing....or a bad thing.

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Im still trying

and trying.

and trying again.......and again.....

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Thank you mikey! I dunno where you came from!